101 Post! HAHA

WAHAHA My blog went up to 101st post!

YEAH YEAH YEAH

How was today? It's a................................................................ below average day.

Suppose to think that web development is an easy job, but it's a hell no... What's more with the upcoming project? I'm a little lost track.. I feel so incapable since losing the very first client and unable to finish the first project handled by me.

For a person who hate to lose like me, this isn't something that will makes me happy. What can I do? I also don't know man.. It's just plain...... hard to accept. B4 this I thought I can finish every job up to quality but it's always sub quality. I just can't take it anymore. I need to upgrade my working quality.

I vow to help my dad in administration but yet.. I have not start..

I vow to continue my FYP but I procrastinate...

I vow to finish my task properly.. but I failed..

But I am no failure! I will bounce back and face the up coming challenge.

Sometimes I wonder if it's because the environment that has weaken me? Or I am just plain lazy? Sometimes I do think that my physical health is a contraint.. I am just giving myself too much reasons!

I'LL BE BACK!!! I WILL FIND A SOLUTION! FOR SURE!