When you don't know what to blog..

What am I doing now? Sitting in front of my Dell PC watching latest HK series. Thinking back what I have did this month, I just can find one word for it, "over-spent". LOL. 

What have I spent? I spent on Justin's Air Concert tickets for two (RM250), then service my car for the trip (RM630), renew PM's license (RM140), renew company license (RM170), father's birthday present (RM320), some one's birthday cake (RM50). I am fucking broke now. 

So what I have missed out? I miss out a lot a lot of photo. Let me try and upload the some of the photos :P 

But it just failed. Damn pissed off man! 

Guess after so long I am still thinking of her? WTF? Shall I or shall I not? I am not pretty sure. 

How about work? I am not pretty sure how's the condition too, all I know now is the company already a MSC company. Will I get increment? I doubt so.. I have no idea where is this company direction is heading too. From the uncertainty of this company gives me, I have come up with some of my stupid idea. I have decided to pick up as much as possible before quitting the job, though I know I get to learn quite a bit of stuff there but the thing is I am just not as happy as the beginning of work. 

I am still trying to upload the pics I taken using various camera. But the connection just failed me. Pissed x 2. 

Holidays is coming soon..... But I don't feel the happiness. Why le? I'm so in doubt for my future. 

p/s: I have no idea what the fuck im blogging right now.. bleh.. off la.. 

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Ok.. I'm now at office sitting in front of my laptop waiting for my colleague to finish his task before we can continue the next one. Now I know the feeling of my boss when it comes to me back then. Now I know why he's so frustrated when I can't deliver the task assigned to me.

It might be an easy job for him, and I just can't get it right or shall I say I'm lacking of fast pace and IQ to solve the problem? Yesterday he has enlighten me for the programming world. And it is true that I have no enough experience to lead a project. True enough! He has assigned my colleague under my control and assigning work to him to complete the project.

I am totally frustrated with this colleague of mine due to all his messy work, which really irritate me a lot! Seriously, once there are changes in the program, it's like doing a big overhaul for the project. I'm dying! Seriously! I can't stand the way he do things anymore. I always wonder how he learn programming in UTAR.

For those from APIIT and you come across my blog, we are much fortunate to have APIIT to educate us in a more proper way of programming. OOP is a very very very good programming way. Structural is a suckiest way to do programming.

From now on, I must plan a good program structure which require the minimum changes for whatever requirement change or stuff like this. (peek on colleague, shake head... and he's now reading entertainment news paper, typical chinese culture. ). I vow to stand up and learn more and more knowledge on IT before flying away from this "working-for-12-hour-with-not-so-smart-colleague" kind of environment.

Sign off!

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin

Today is a very good day. All the malay I saw today is witha smiling face and humble attitude. I do think if this continue our country will become more and more prosper. No racism, no discrimination, no seperation of color ski, will bring a brighther future for us and for our next generation.

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin!!