Midnight Post

Been damn hectic these week. Not sure what I do for all these hectic life.

After getting few days of thinking, I have started to learn that a person without EQ and IQ hardly survive or I shouldn't say that survive. I shall say excel in life.

I have been thinking what can I do with my current skill... Can I run my own business? Can I get a lot of money?

I guess.. my skill is not that good yet. To survive in IT? To excel in IT? I fairly impossible with my current skill when I come across with all the stuff I have never really thought of..

So I have decided to continue upgrading myself in IT first.. before stepping it to other path way.. I know it's a hard way. I know how to talk about great plan, but non of it succeed so far. I have brilliant ideas, but non of it seems to be feasible when put it to run.

What's the meaning of just talking and without doing? It's just plain useless. Not to further mention that I failed to handle my paternal family problem which I promised myself to handle it. I am just plain useless and lazy.

Some people might think enjoying now is a good choice. Though I do think somehow we need to enjoy ourselves. But somehow.. I felt I have been wasting my time.. As mentioned a lot of times to myself.

Time and tide wait for no one.

I believe this world do have karma. I wonder why... These buzzing sound always talk bad behind people? It's very true that

"When everyone start to avoid you, you shall think it is you are the root of all problem?"

Well I guess so.... I am now 23, I do believe friends are just friends. I do believe there's nothing like eternal brother. I will not say that people do not like me and if they do not like me, I will think is it because of myself? What I did wrong? Did I do the same thing to them b4? I do not want to be a childish boy.

Any way.. It is time to grow up.

Be a mature guy. Let's continue our journey of life!

Tomorrow is a better day! Oh yea! My client is quite happy with the solution implemented. But somehow changes are inevitable. Nitex!