Are you one of the one I mentioned below?

I have this feeling that I hate hypocrite. Who doesn't?

I just hate people poking my back in front of other people. Oh please. If you don't like me then stay away from me. Not poking me in front of my friends. You see, I have tried not to mention anyone's problem and I tend to stay away from other people complex friendship or relationship or what-so-ever-ship. If you are not happy with this attitude. Well. I think you are just plain selfish and childish. I like Chinese idioms, especially this;

祸从口出

For those who don't know Chinese let me help you translate using Yahoo translate

祸从口出 = Careless talk makes trouble.

I have no idea if you have no good feeling over me or something but if it really so then we have to always ask ourselves if we have did something wrong? Well I can proudly say.. I did nothing wrong.. I have no idea if you have any. All I know is that stop poking people.

RESPECT PEOPLE IF YOU WANT PEOPLE RESPECT YOU.

That's all. Night everyone.

Hari Raya coming~~

Yes it's middle of the night now. I guess I just like to post entry during the night time?

Hahahahahaha

Hari raya is coming and I got holidays from Wednesday til Monday. Date me anyone?

Good morning Saturday

It's Saturday morning and I am now in the office slacking my way to 1:00 p.m. I hope the next hour is 1 p.m. Why? Hahaha I just want some rest and get rid of this office environment. Yes, I have complained quite a bit on this office. Mainly because I can't blend well or can't 100% mixed with the people around I guess. Probably it's my problem. But don't get into that.

O.K. I just want to be responsible to my blog and make a proper entry.

Most of the time, I mean during these missing days, I have been working working and working on the project assigned to me. Usually I get back to my home around 8 something night. Yes, 8 something. It is really really tiring and I can't stop complaining about the tireless and lifeless kind of feeling struck on me recently. Sometimes I just wish to get home at 6 and have a nice dinner with family and take an early bath and enjoy the rest of my night watching some series? Well... I just hardly have this kind of life for the month due to the implementation of the project which is held last night?

Oh yea.. If you all realize that I am no longer online during the time and hardly see me online anymore? YES. It has been blocked from the office.

So... what's my life is right now? Any gf?

No don't have any. Tried to date a girl but our style is just way too different? We can have conversation but our style is just different. Imagine a Avril & Clay Aiken? That's totally out of frame.... Hahaha but let's see how it goes.

Alicia has not update her blog for quite some time due to her work and her hectic schedule. So can this sifu request on new update?

Money wise.. I think I would rather keep some of it. As everyone knows what's going to happen soon, and no matter how big is the gold mine is, it will finish too... it's just the matter of sooner or later.

K la.. back to work. Got task assigned d. Taz

Midnight Post

Been damn hectic these week. Not sure what I do for all these hectic life.

After getting few days of thinking, I have started to learn that a person without EQ and IQ hardly survive or I shouldn't say that survive. I shall say excel in life.

I have been thinking what can I do with my current skill... Can I run my own business? Can I get a lot of money?

I guess.. my skill is not that good yet. To survive in IT? To excel in IT? I fairly impossible with my current skill when I come across with all the stuff I have never really thought of..

So I have decided to continue upgrading myself in IT first.. before stepping it to other path way.. I know it's a hard way. I know how to talk about great plan, but non of it succeed so far. I have brilliant ideas, but non of it seems to be feasible when put it to run.

What's the meaning of just talking and without doing? It's just plain useless. Not to further mention that I failed to handle my paternal family problem which I promised myself to handle it. I am just plain useless and lazy.

Some people might think enjoying now is a good choice. Though I do think somehow we need to enjoy ourselves. But somehow.. I felt I have been wasting my time.. As mentioned a lot of times to myself.

Time and tide wait for no one.

I believe this world do have karma. I wonder why... These buzzing sound always talk bad behind people? It's very true that

"When everyone start to avoid you, you shall think it is you are the root of all problem?"

Well I guess so.... I am now 23, I do believe friends are just friends. I do believe there's nothing like eternal brother. I will not say that people do not like me and if they do not like me, I will think is it because of myself? What I did wrong? Did I do the same thing to them b4? I do not want to be a childish boy.

Any way.. It is time to grow up.

Be a mature guy. Let's continue our journey of life!

Tomorrow is a better day! Oh yea! My client is quite happy with the solution implemented. But somehow changes are inevitable. Nitex!

I have decided

Yes, I have decided. Just give me another six month to build what is necessary for myself, yes I am bloody selfish. Whatsoever. I don't mind. I don't want to do what I do not wish or hoped for.