What am I doing?

It seems that I have neglected my blog, and promises are not fulfilled yet. www.allanchoong.com is still not up and so.

Recently I am not really happy with my working environment. I need to wake up early in the morning to rush back to work and work til late night. It's just lifeless.

I am not sure if this will benefit me or not. The feeling has come back again asking me what am I doing right now?

Sigh..