It seems that I have lost in my life, I live in the middle of no where, I have no sense of direction, no sense of belonging. So what having excelled in studies? I failed friendship & relationship. What's more? I have no direction at all, I'm pretty scare..... What will happen next? When everyone seem so happy with their companion, where is mine? When everyone has their so call "brotherhood", I burst it up, it burst up, it is so unrealistic. It has become very realistic, everyone seem to "boast" how great how great they are, so... what's the point? Do I respect you all by doing just like that? I somehow realized that this "hood" has come to an end. Life goes on...................
Relationship? Hahaha, to be frank, it has never sparkled since the very last one. All the while, I just got disappointment from.............. Life goes on..............
Future? I don't know where my future lies, seriously, can I embed my vision along with my old man. I seriously doubt if it will fruitful. What will happen then? I don't know but life goes on............
My dear AllaN, what had happened to you? Where have the fire gone? Blown away? Where is all my passion? Gone? Where is all my hope? Gone? Where is all my dream? Gone? Where is my love? I know it has long gone................ Sigh............ Might as well I had too many disappointment.
I need time to re-charge, I need motivation, I need love, I need courage, I need dream, I need passion, I need care, I need tenderness, I need trust, I need a sense of belonging!!!! I don't want to feel lost any more....
I need to find a way out................................................
I need some sense of belonging..
Monday, December 10, 2007 at Monday, December 10, 2007 Posted by Allan
I got nothing to write.... just....... pictures....
Sunday, December 9, 2007 at Sunday, December 09, 2007 Posted by Allan






Anyway... remember the Air Mouse MX by Logitech? The retail price is.. RM599.00 Cool isn't it? HAHAHA
I'm lazy..........................
at Sunday, December 09, 2007 Posted by Allan
So what have I been doing recently?
All the while I just stay at home or go out for a drinking session, seriously I somehow felt this kind of living is just
MEANINGLESS!!!!
So what have you been doing for the past few days?
So yesterday I went to three shopping mall in just one day! Amazing right? Me too amazed!! HAHAHA
So I first go to One Utama and then to Cineleisure and finally to MidValley, HAHAHAHA one of my friends wanna gimme a crown for achieving this "Three Malls in A Day" trip :P
I bought.......
Cellnique Pro-Sebum Gel
Suisse Programme Daily Facial Cleansing Gel
Hahahaha....... Don't know what to say about it........ don't ask me how much, those who know shall know.
Then proceed to watch The Golden Compass, not a bad movie, but it's lack of elaboration, too cramp, shall make it a three hour movie, explain everything. Nevertheless, it's a above average movie.
Yawn................. I got to go take a nap, see ya around!
Like this song very much :P
Wednesday, December 5, 2007 at Wednesday, December 05, 2007 Posted by Allan
What economist view for Malaysia?
Monday, December 3, 2007 at Monday, December 03, 2007 Posted by Allan
I would like all my friends to read the very truth of Malaysia,
Some of this Michael Backman comments on Malaysia, a well known columnist writing for top financial magazines and papers, well acknowledge by Government of Australia, Singapore and also Thailand. More about Mr. Backman, click here
The following is his latest column on Malaysia
Truth and justice are no longer Malaysian way
By Michael Backman
The Age
November 21, 2007
For this, every Australian can feel justifiably proud. This playing by the rules is what has made Australia rich and a good place in which to invest. It is a country to which people want to migrate; not leave.
Now consider Malaysia. The weekend before last, up to 40,000 Malaysians took to the streets in Kuala Lumpur to protest peacefully against the judiciary's lack of independence, electoral fraud, corruption and a controlled media.
In response, they were threatened by the Prime Minister, called monkeys by his powerful son-in-law, and blasted with water cannons and tear gas. And yet the vast majority of Malaysians do not want a change of government. All they want is for their government to govern better.
Both Malaysia and Australia have a rule of law that's based on the English system. Both started out as colonies of Britain. So why is Malaysia getting it so wrong now?
Malaysia's Government hates feedback. Dissent is regarded as dangerous, rather than a product of diversity. And like the wicked witch so ugly that she can't stand mirrors, the Government of Prime Minister Abdullah Badawi controls the media so that it doesn't have to see its own reflection.
Demonstrations are typically banned. But what every Malaysian should know is that in Britain, Australia and other modern countries, when people wish to demonstrate, the police typically clear the way and make sure no one gets hurt. The streets belong to the people. And the police, like the politicians, are their servants. It is not the other way
around.
But increasingly in Malaysia, Malaysians are being denied a voice — especially young people.
Section 15 of Malaysia's Universities and University Colleges Act states that no student shall be a member of or in any manner associate with any society, political party, trade union or any other organisation, body or group of people whatsoever, be it in or outside Malaysia, unless it is approved in advance and in writing by the vice-
chancellor.
Nor can any student express or do anything that may be construed as expressing support, sympathy or opposition to any political party or union. Breaking this law can lead to a fine, a jail term or both.
The judiciary as a source of independent viewpoints has been squashed. The previous prime minister, Mahathir Mohamad, did many good things for Malaysia, but his firing of the Lord President (chief justice) and two other Supreme Court judges in 1988 was an unmitigated disaster. Since then, what passes for a judiciary in Malaysia has been an utter disgrace and the Government knows it.
Several years ago, Daim Zainuddin, the country's then powerful finance minister, told me that judges in Malaysia were a bunch of idiots. Of course we want them to be biased, he told me, but not that biased.
Rarely do government ministers need to telephone a judge and demand this or that verdict because the judges are so in tune with the Government's desires that they automatically do the Government's beckoning.
Just how appalling Malaysia's judiciary has become was made clear in recent weeks with the circulation of a video clip showing a senior lawyer assuring someone by telephone that he will lobby the Government to have him made Lord President of the Supreme Court because he had been loyal to the Government. That someone is believed to have been Ahmad Fairuz Abdul Halim, who did in fact become Lord President.
A protest march organised by the Malaysian Bar Council was staged in response to this, and corruption among the judiciary in general. But the mainstream Malaysian media barely covered the march even though up to 2000 Bar Council members were taking part. Reportedly, the Prime Minister's office instructed editors to play down the event.
Instead of a free media, independent judges and open public debate, Malaysians are given stunts — the world's tallest building and most recently, a Malaysian cosmonaut. Essentially, they are given the play things of modernity but not modernity itself.
Many senior Malays are absolutely despairing at the direction of their country today. But with the media tightly controlled they have no way of getting their views out to their fellow countrymen. This means that most Malaysians falsely assume that the Malay elite is unified when it comes to the country's direction.
Tengku Razaleigh Hamzah, a former finance minister and today still a member of the Government, told me several weeks ago in Kuala Lumpur that he could see no reason why today Malaysia could not have a completely free media, a completely independent judiciary and that corrupt ministers and other officials should be publicly exposed and humiliated.
According to Tengku Razaleigh, all of the institutions designed to make Malaysia's Government accountable and honest have been dismantled or neutered.
It didn't need to be like this. Malaysia is not North Korea or Indonesia. It is something quite different. Its legal system is based on British codes. Coupled with traditional Malay culture, which is one of the world's most hospitable, decent and gentle cultures, Malaysia has the cultural and historical underpinnings to become one of Asia's most civilised, rules-based, successful societies.
Instead, Malaysia's Government is incrementally wasting Malaysia's inheritance.
Reference;
Backman, M. 2007, Truth And Justice Are No Longer Malaysian Way [Online], London, United Kingdom, Available from http://www.theage.com.au/news/business/truth-and-justice-are-no-longer-malaysian-
way/2007/11/20/1195321781628.html
[Last Accessed 3rd December 2007]
A Must Watch!
Sunday, December 2, 2007 at Sunday, December 02, 2007 Posted by Allan
WARLORD!!!
Why must watch? Come on come on!! 3 Superstars, Jet Li, Andy Lau, Takeshi Kenishiro in one movie, a definitely must watch.
No la.. Actually the story is quite interesting you see, from all the news I read, focus point will be Jet Li, a fallout soldier who at the brink of dead saved by Andy's wife and had one night stand with her. Brought back to Andy's village, they now join force to have their own army. While battling at a place, they met Takeshi. But sooner when misunderstanding happened among them, Jet Li was dismissed by Andy, Jet has fear Andy will have too much power and might become a threat to him, he soon planned to kill Andy. However this plan is then discovered by Takeshi, Takeshi has prevent this from happen but still Jet killed Andy and Takeshi has then avenge for Andy by killing Jet, but that's not the end yet. Takeshi has convicted a serious crime for killing Jet and then sentenced to death by the government. It is a complication, must be a trailer!!
That's why I said must watch!

Two posters for those people who don't know what movie is this :P
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