It's 2:21 am now... I'm not asleep yet.... Why? I'm not sure either....
Actually I am not very happy now, though everything ends, it seems I have something more serious matter awaiting me. I have no one to talk to about this matter, so I guess my room is the best place for me to puke out all my "secret"?
When I woke up today... When I thought I will have nothing to worry about...... less than 15 minutes of clear and free mind..... here it comes...
The "M" problems remain exist....... I totally have no idea why shall I have to take care of their problems, why can't I have a normal young adult life? It's always like that... I wonder why? I shall have guess it all when out of sudden in the morning when she took all the UT summary paper all over the floor.. Why the heck I need to bear all their wrongdoing? Do I have to?
Shouldn't one must responsible for their mistake? Why have I need to bother?
Why can't I have the care free feeling I suppose to have like all my friend? Why everything need to put on my shoulder... I'm only 22, yet I have to think like 32. Sometimes I doubt if this is a good thing or a bad thing, it somehow this problem also lead me to have the "M" attitude.
I pray for god that they can have a better mind set, stop having childish mindset, please do not watch the Taiwan "38" shows anymore.... I have sick of it that you shall not even thought of.. WTF with you? Adulteries is not the thing u shall think, go think how to make our life better. Collect all the debt people owe you before you have to pay for your debt.
Think smartly, learn learn learn!!!!!! WHY U STOP ONLY AT HERE!!!!! I HATE YOU!! I HATE STUPID PEOPLE!!! HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Update yourself!!!
I'm tired............ I sacrifice my dream for you all, I convinced myself dream is always a dream, will my sacrifices payoff? I don't know either.....
I just hope it will.... I don't need you to pay me sky high value, I hope you improve, improve your mind, improve our behavior, improve our life, have a better lifestyle....................
I hope everything will better after I have more control... I seriously hope so.....
Random Feeling
Compact Renaissance Zero
So.... those who has my MSN contact will see my nickname CRZ, so must be curious right? It's actually a concept from Honda. They are trying to replace the old old Honda Civic CRX (you know? those........ kereta seterika?) HAHAHA I doubt this will look like "iron" car... now it looks more like a froggie.
It's a nice design, but I doubt if there's powerful engine will be implanted into the car as Honda is now pushing for GREEN ENVIRONMENT, from the interview of Honda CEO, it is said it is near production and a Hybrid engine will be planted inside.
The design is futuristic, I just love the concept. There are more concept cars coming post. But I just love this!! HAHAHA But I guess it might not be able to get into Malaysia, because our government "don't like" Hybrid car, they are more focus on how to save the "Scrap Metal" company. Isn't this car nice?! LOL certainly is!
Happy Birthday!
Tomorrow is my dad birthday!! Happy birthday!!
Today is my Abby's Birthday!!
Happy Birthday!!
The burden is OFF
It's been a very long time since I login n click to this page and write a long and proper entry :P
After so long suffering from the Final Year and some other stupid problems, everything has ended on Oct 17th 2007!!!! YEA!! YEA!!!!
So... what's next? There are still some other assignment coming in.................... that's pathetic.....
The upcoming post will be the Compact Renaissance Zero, that's has been written on my nick for quite a long time. Behold!!
Anyway... If you study APIIT, keep in mind, finish ur FYP early, print early, don't ever think you can finish on time and start slacking, compiling and standardizing the documentation is a very hectic work, printing, binding and arranging the number too are fucking-hectic stuff!!!
The stupid FYP has cost me almost RM100.00 man!! It's not going to be cheap! Save up money for it :P
Things I should do after all submission of ASSignment
1. Have some good time to rest
2. Exercise more to get ride those unnecessary fat!
3. Get back my social life after few months of isolation from society
4. Do some "ahem" analysis
5. Start playing Bursa Pursuit :P
6. Get some part time job for some money
7. Renovate my room or house :P
8. Go shopping! Get shirt, shoe, pants, bla bla bla
9. Go swim!
10. Sleep........... with peace
That's all folk :P
