I can't stand it anymore

Seriously I can't take it anymore, I really don't know where to release my tension except using this blog.

Why the hell do I have to stucked between my old folks. Did they ever think of me? Think of my future?

Why do I have to handle every single thing for them. Can I have my little own world where I can start my own life?

Seriously I can't any middle point. I have care so much about the feeling of you both, who cares about me?

I have to even take care the future of both siblings. I have to scold them.

I have to do so many things that I don't even have some space for me to think about myself.

You think it's fair? And now both of you push me to even care about the relationship between you both!

HEY GIVE ME A BREAK CAN'T YOU BOTH?

I'M A MERE HUMAN TOO! I TOO HAVE THE CHOOCE OF BEING SELFISH.

STOP MAKING STUPID ARGUEMENT LIKE WHAT TO EAT, WHERE TO GO, YOU BOTH DISCUSS DONT PUSH THE FUCKING RESPONSIBILITY TO ME! WHATEVER DECISION CANT PLEASE U BOTH! I'M OLD ENOUGH TO BE SELFISH!

YOU BOTH MAKES ME CANT BREATH ANYMORE! FUCK U BOTH!