I’m lonely

I just figured out that I’m all alone now, no one besides me and no one to talk to. Having no people around me I felt that I have finally lost most of my friends. I have very less social life. I’m down, emo, and felt lonely.

I have no one to share my feeling with, I feel so alone, having to give up so much to make sure other get the better one. What about me? I’m sad that no one did the same to me. I fear, fear there might nothing left for me.

I’m in need some one to be my side and hear my story and my feeling, having to hear all from everyone, I feel tired too, I might look strong from outside, but I’m still weak inside. Knowing to give out, but what I get? Taken for granted?

I’m just like sitting at the corner of the wall, drawing circle and facing the wall……

M defeated

Feels defeated, should have just trash the piano. I've lost.