So I have not work for almost a week I think. I'm pretty pleased that I have leave the place I do not wish to be at. Then after almost a week, I really can't stand the boredom it brings to me. I need a decent life again.
Recently there are a lot of people around me seems to face a lot of relationship problems, I do not know how to help them or convince them that everything will be alright soon. I do accept the fact that friends really come and go, but somehow they might not come and stay forever, they might just come and hold on with you for a moment and then they go away, a different way from we all, and who knows they might come back again in some other time?
Some people is just not willing to accept this hard fact. Twist and turn, struggle with their own mind, running round and round and whatsoever which can make them to become better. There is no one can help, it's just up to ourselves. Why not we just jump out from our own perspective and look at the situation from a third party point of view? I guess life can be better if we can do so.
Have a look at what we are going thru, what will happen if we let go and what will happen if we going to be like this for long? Analyze before jumping back to our reality. I believe most of my friends are not as bad as they were now, just that some times people need to accept the reality instead, and continue with a happier life and live no regret.
For those who studying, why not concentrate on academic? For those who riding a rough journey of this "adult-world", improve on every aspect regardless in soft or hard skills. I can't say I have go thru what you all had but I just feel it's a waste for you all to spend most of our precious time in this "hard-ship", let's move on, there are still a lot of mysteries waiting us up front. Life is precious and every second is passing without waiting us.
Seeing my parents getting elder and elder everyday, I seriously felt their hardwork and their love towards the family. My dad working so hard everyday just to earn a better living for the family and send me and my siblings for a better education. My mum, take care all of us with care and use most of her time and educate us to become a better person. Sometimes I do think that without them who am I? Without them will I able to be here writing this blog with English? Without them can I get my BSc in BIT? Without them can I have a comfortable house?
Some times I do feel that people nowadays neglect their family a lot. Just like what I seen in my maternal side of family. No ones want to take care of my granny who use a lot of hardwork and love to raise some of my relatives, which she has now ended up upseting every day on what she has go thru in her leftover of her life. Guess what? In life you can choose your wife/husband, you can choose your boyfriend/ girlfriend but you can't choose your parents. Regardless they are bad or not, love you or not, cherished you or not, they are still your parents.
Friends are still friends, as I believed that there might not be friends forever, whoever s/he is, no matter how good they are, regardless we are sworn brothers or not, we are just living in a cruel world and I do believe people are selfish. Worst come to worst, you will get betrayed, or they might ignore you when you need help. Now where is our "Mother Mary"? Yes, our "Mother Mary" is waiting us at home, always welcoming us back to their shelther and protect us as always.
Of course there are good friends that you can trust, but just that how many will do so? I believe it mostly less than five or even three or even none. What can I say anymore? I think I running out from this topic. Just continue living my dear friends, life is just beautiful. Live Life Cool! It's time to move on!
Sign off now to bed. Nights
